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What you cannot see yet
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I have been thinking about what it means to start something in the dark. Not the brave kind. The ordinary kind, where you have done the thing, sent the message, said it out loud, and now there is nothing to look at.
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Most new things feel like this. You say something honest and the next morning there is no answer, just coffee and the sound of them not mentioning it.
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The new moon does not ask you to be brave. It asks you to wait, which nobody writes songs about.
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If the dream gave you an empty sky and nothing else, it did what new moons do: told you the light comes back, but not tonight.
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Tonight
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There is a new moon tonight, and whatever you started this month without seeing it is still growing. You do not need to see it for that to be true.
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Tomorrow the thinnest line of light will be there where tonight there is nothing, and that is how most new things look at the start.
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You just have to sleep through tonight, which is what you were going to do anyway.
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✦ CARRY THESE WITH YOU TODAY
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| I am allowed to start before I can see. |
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| Not knowing is not the same as lost. |
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| What I cannot see is still growing. |
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| I do not need proof tonight. |
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| What I started is still there. |
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| Tap the one you need |
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✦ WRITE BACK
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Which of those six was the hard one? The one you read twice, or skipped, or answered in your head and then took back.
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TELL ME WHICH ONE
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If you are in the dark about something right now, you are in good company. The whole sky is tonight.
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| Sleep well, |
| Dream Signs |
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P.S. A friend told me she goes out every new moon to look at the dark. Tell me what you look at when there is nothing to see. “Only appointment I never cancel,” she said, and went back to her tea.
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